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Ok, another cure, baking brownies with mom! Life rocks!

You know I fiqured out the perfect cure to any problem, I know its really girly but hey it works! Pedicures and Manicures with mom! We went to quiznos for lunch and afterwards my dad goes you too go and get pedicures and stuff, you deserve it! So i was like hey this could cheer me up just maybe. WELL, it totally did and i look pretty! i got my toes and fingers hot pink! and my eyebrows done too! THEY ARE NOW EVEN YEAH! and have an arch! im never plucking again, waxing is so cool! ok we also went to the mall and went shopping. I saw Brittany and her parents where we liked stopped and talked. Then, I went and bugged Melanie at work, i put in an application at Orange Tree so hopefully I'll get a call back cause i really want a job. Anyone know wheres hiring? I also ran into my friend Heather who was like all mad cause this guy totally bought a prom ticket for her and she didnt want to go cause hes a jerk and wanted her to drive. I was like thats wrong it should be the guy driving especially if he's older. So, she was like yeah. WELL, today was great and i feel a whole lot better thanks to beauty products and caffine. Tonight im going to shoot some pool. SO, Im totally going to be myself again with the exception that I dont want to go to school next week cause it is going to be so awkward.

so, one week till prom umm no date anyone no someone thats a senior/junior and needs a date? I have a dress.

ok, so this week has been the worst week ever! and the sad thing is, I can no longer hide my emotions from people (they know when I lie) like Mrs. McCall definitely knew that i wasnt myself! WELL, i dont want to go to school next week! its not the APUSH exam its other crap. and if i did go it would be totally weird. Im so sick of life, i want to break down and cry! **tear starting to fall** I really hate my life and I just dont see things. Im so nieve. also, its a week before prom and i dont have a date, i have given all hope for happiness. I guess im destined to never be happy. Any advice. If im not at school or im not myself and u know why please dont say anything to me about it cause i will cry and i really dont want my eyeliner to run.

Its not all about that, its everything else. I feel like im losing friends and i have major family issues and i tend to not talk about so like i hold everything. Yes, i know thats not good but its how i function. WELL, APUSH exam next friday so i think im gonna go study or read the most boring book in the world  "their eyes were watching God" or i might run away to mexico(yo hablo espanol)

I got it! a solution! I'll either become a lesbian or the barrel of a 45 could be my new friend.

Well, so I kinda switched livejournal screenames yesterday so if you guys were wondering its me Victoria! Well yesterday was pretty good except for getting in a pen fight with Joe and losing, but whatever. Im so stressed about this play we are doing in class called Just be Frank cause A) our director is never at school and B) one character is never at school and cant get off work so we can perform it! I like have no idea what to do so like I talked to the group and decided to take charge cause I really dont want it to a flop. So im in the process of "helping" my two of my friends start dating, i think they are really cute together and since they like each other i fiqure it will work. Well I like being a matchmaker but I hate it when we go out and everyone has "a date" and I just sit there being the third wheel. Today was terrible! I woke up late and was told to f*** off first thing this morning. I only got one hug today and it was from Diana, I love her! and we started running after school and today i forgot shorts and there was no way i was going to run in shorts it was way to hot!

Well, i could really go for a cup of coffee right now...

I cant wait till May 3rd! IM GETTING MY LICENSE! finally after 6 months of waiting, i really hope what joe said doesnt come true...

joe: Maybe we arent suppose to get our licences.                                                                               

Me: umm yeah cause everytime one of us, goes to get it we cant!

joe: watch our first accident be hitting each other.

Me: I hope not thats scary and i like my car.

So, "God, i hope i get, i hope i get it"-lyrics from a chorus line

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Current Music: A chorus line